Its come to that point where i feel unhappy and sad. I get like this every couple of months, I choose not to tell anyone about my problems. I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. 

Even though I know i have friends who i know will listen to me, i still feel alone. I automatically have a barrier up to stop myself from letting out my feelings. Why should I waste other peoples time with my problems?. I’d rather be the one listening to someone’s  problems rather than be the one listened to.

I don’t really now what i’m going to do, i feel so lost at the moment. I don’t know what to do with myself, i think i need to speak with a friend, to get this all off my chest.

BUT WHO IS WILLING TO LISTEN??